Your constellation prediction
You are very talented in reconciling other people's contradictions, which helps to get everyone around you to live in harmony. Some of your radical behaviors make you waste a lot of energy without meaning. You must learn to suppress the impulse or find a remedy afterwards.
You feel that the other party's control is too strong. But all the decision is in your hands, no one is forcing you.
If you focus too much on your own wishes, you may not be able to fully demonstrate yourself and you will not be able to negotiate successfully.
You are not cautious. When you explain things, your words are confusing. Prepare the arguments first.